Ang loser ko, hahahaha. Hindi naman kasi ako naglalaro ng kahit anong laro sa FB. Oo, noon naglalaro ako. Nung newbie pa ako sa FB, 2 or 3 years ago yun, Pet Society lang ang mundo ko sa Facebook. LOL. Araw-araw, ginagamit ko ang 1 hour ko sa paglalaro ng Pet Soc. Oo, 1 hour lang, dahil sa rules. Noon, 1 hour lang binibigay sa amin (ng ate ko) araw-araw para sa Internet. Rules yun ng kuya ko. Ang unfair, dahil 1 hour lang kami nakakagamit ng computer, habang siya naman ay naglalaro ng pesteng Travian all the time. Ewan ko bakit sumunod ako dun. Ang uto-uto ko talaga. Hmp. Share, lol.

Anyway, excited na ako sa Biyernes. Yan ang araw kung kailan pupunta sa bahay namin ang mga kaibigan ng parents ko. Pupunta rin dito ang mga anak nila, syempre. Makikita ko na ang mga kababata ko. HAHAHA! :) Nakikita ko rin naman sila once in a while. Childhood bestfriends ko, ika nga. Sila ay sina Benjo, RR, Yani, Paulo (o Paolo?) at iba pa. Actually hindi ko talaga close ang iba, pero kaibigan na rin dahil kaibigan ko sila noon. Alam kong ibang iba na ang mga mukha nila. Last time na nag-usap kami ng mga kababata ko, 6 o 7 years na ata yun. Hehehe. :) At ngayon, matured na sila. Ako nga pala ang pinakabata sa ~*barkada*~ namin. Except pala kay Yani. Mas bata pa yun. Pero yung iba, nasa college na. 

Tapos na rin pala ako sa ‘The Battle of the Labyrinth’! :)) Awesome pa rin, as usual. Naiinis ako kay Annabeth nang kaunti, dahil may feelings pa rin siya kay Luke. Tengene! At si Nico di Angelo, naaawa ako sa kanya. Mahal na mahal niya kasi ang kapatid niya. :’( Mamaya (o bukas) ay babasahin ko na ang huling libro ng series, ang “The Last Olympian”! :D Woot woot \m/ Title pa lang, kinikilabutan na ako. Mamamatay ba ang mga gods? Sino ang last Olympian? O_O Gaaaah, excited na ako. Pero kailangan ko munang magpahinga. Wala na akong nagagawang productive sa bahay dahil sa kakabasa. Heh.

Malapit na ang 2012. Woot woot! :3

I am so happy. My sister and I are finally done washing all our clothes! Hehehe. JSYK, we do not have a maid here in the house, and that’s why my sister and I get to do all the household chores. Tiring, yes, but I’m already used to it. :) Today is a very busy day because my sister and I are very determined to clean the whole house. Our mom had been very anxious about the condition of our house, since her bestfriends will be coming to our house this December 30. My mom is a clean freak, and she freaks out everytime the house gets dirty. Our house is always clean, because her mouth is… deadly. My sis and I would gladly clean the house on one condition — she should keep her mouth shut. Hehe.

My dad is busted again. HAHAHA :)) He lost his job. And I don’t mean his job as an employee in some kind of private company. He lost his job as a freelance writer in some online writing company. He had been telling us that he’s going to earn big money through this online chuva, only to find out that the company is only accepting American writers. Toooo baaaad. My dad was very disappointed. It’s okay dad! HAHAHA! JSYK, my dad is a writer. He’s not an author of a book or something. He’s a freelance writer. Sometimes he writes for the newspaper, and he also writes a lot of articles. And seeing him sad, kind of pains me. He really loves writing. He has that English talent I don’t have, and he keeps on asking himself why I’m not interested in his English lessons and why I’m good in math while he’s not. LOL.

Anyway, I’m not very busy this vacation. I’m just here in the house, reading e-books. I’m currently reading ‘The Titan’s Curse,’ and guess what? The series is seriously disturbing. Last night, I had a dream about titans and gods and everything. I couldn’t remember the dream exactly, but I had a hard time sleeping last night. I kept on thinking what would happen next on the book, and everything. I guess that’s because the series is soo.. awesome. Percy Jackson is awesome. And btw, I read the name CATO in the second book! :D Cato! He’s the super freaking hot guy in The Hunger Games. Too bad he died. :( Move on, Teresa!

I woke up early in the morning because my mom gave me orders. -_-” After that, I decided that I would watch the movie ‘Odysseus’ because it has those Greek stuff (because of Percy Jackson, again). I have already seen the movie when I was very young. I looked for the DVD, but I wasn’t able to find it. -_- I watched ‘Tristan and Isolde’ insetad. No Greek stuff, huhu. But Tristan of Aragon is super effin’ HAWT. I love him. HAHA :)

This is a long post. I’m sure no one even dared to read this. Whatever, haha. Good morning :)

Today is an okay day. :D Nothing bad happened, even though I still have tons of school work to do. I’m so glad that the netbook finally worked! I found out that the the netbook wasn’t the problem, it was actually the charger. I fixed the charger by removing its excess chuva (I don’t know what it’s called, basta it’s grounding chuva) with a hammer because I couldn’t find the pliers. I’m so happy because I can  now start editing our script in Filipino. 

Tomorrow is Bonifacio Day, which means that it’s a holiday. It won’t be a holiday for me though. I’ll be going to a library or libraries to start making my research paper. Tomorrow is the only day I have to make it. I’ll be researching with my friends. And in the afternoon, we are going to finish our World History story book, which will be passed on Thursday. It’s tiring, but I’m still happy because there are no classes tomorrow. I could work on my performance tasks. :bd

I left school a little bit late because I still have to continue drawing for our story book. My groupmates, Iris and Gabby, left earlier than me because they had some business to do. Good thing that my classmates were still there, and I had company. Monique, Jessa, and I went home together. Monique was very mad because Ica, Mo, and Dee hid her bag. It was kind of funny, but I still think that what the three did was wrong. Because of what happened, Monique and I left school late. (We had to find her bag. Ica and Dee never told us where it is.)

I feel like it’s Friday today. Hehehe. Happy Tuesday! :)

Bukas na ang recollection namin. I’m excited, though it’s not the kind of excitement that makes me jump and squeal. First time na Sunday ang recollection namin. Hindi rin ako masyadong excited dahil ang daming assignments at performance tasks. Mahirap makapag concentrate kapag maraming problema sa utak, diba?

(credits to the owner) This picture was taken last year, section 2T. Actually, hindi lahat jan ay taga-2T. Nakisali lang yung dalawang tao sa likod. :)

Ang saya nung recollection last time. Napaka relaxing, at marami akong natutunan. Na understand ko ang mga taong kinaiinisan ko. Na realize ko noon na hindi lang pala ako ang may problema sa buhay. May mga tao pa palang may mas mabigat na problema kesa sa akin.

Alam ko na bukas, may iiyak naman. Syempre, mag-uusap ang lahat ang magkakaroon ng ~*sharing*~ of experiences. Sigurado akong may magkukwento bukas tungkol sa pamilya nila, kung gaano ka gulo ang buhay nila. Syempre, hindi ako magiging isa sa kanila. May problema rin naman ako sa pamilya, pero hindi ko kayang umiyak sa harap. Kaya hindi ako magvovolunteer. Tapos, mehehehe :)

May feeling din ako na magkakabati na kami ni Charie bukas. JSYK, nag-away kami. Aw, hindi naman talaga ‘yon away. Nag iisnaban lang kami. Hindi naman ako galit sa kanya eh. Hindi ako yung tipo ng tao na matagal maka recover. Kapag may taong hindi ko nakakaintindihan, madali akong mawalan ng galit. I mean, madali akong tumanggap ng patawad at magpatawad. So yeah. Hininihintay ko lang naman na bumaba yung pride ni Charie. Isang week na rin kaming hindi nagpapansinan. Ako nalang palagi ang nakikipagbati dahil ako palagi ang unang nagpapababa ng pride ko. Pero hindi naman talaga yan ang issue eh. Gusto ko lang naman na matuto siyang pababain ang pride niya. Pero kung hindi pa rin kami magbabati bukas, ewan.

Sana ay magiging masaya ang recollection bukas. :)

JGH from SM. Sam and I watched Breaking Dawn. Uhh well, it was okay. Like Sam, I don’t really know if I like it or not. There are parts that I like (DON’T THINK ABOUT THE SEX PART ONLY OKAY), but most parts of the movie are boring. Mehehe :)) I’m not really impressed, by I’m not disappointed either.

<— Don’t read the words below because they’re not BD related. But you can if you want to —>

Sam and I were to meet at 2:30. I arrived at school at 1pm and we had our practice in choral reading. It was already 2:30, and we were still practicing, and I’m glad that Sam hadn’t arrived yet. But when it was already 3 pm, I began to panick. Did Sam change her mind? Isn’t she coming after all? Did she have an emergency? Those questions filled my mind. Sam arrived at 3:10 and we were not done practicing yet. Sam told me that her brother was waiting outside, since her brother will drive us to SM. So I escaped our practice and I went off with Sam. When we got into their car, Pia was also there. HAHAHAHA. I think that Pia’s really a genius (and a chismosa) because when I asked Sam if her siblings were going to watch with us (IN SIGN LANGUAGE), Pia turned to us and said YES! I was like, WTF? How did she know what I was saying? I didn’t even say it aloud or whisper it. O_O Scary.

When Sam and I arrived at SM, I realize that her siblings were not going with us after all. Mehehe :D It was already 3:30, and we were to watch BD @ 4:06. We hurried to buy snacks. We bought only a few snacks because we paid 140 each for BD. WTF, 140. With brownie chuva. -_- WTF. Sam and I went to the grocery to buy our drinks. We also bought popcorn. We were running like crazy back to Cinema 4 because it was already 3:45 and we were sure that there were many people already.

<—The things written below are now BD-related. HAHAHAH —->

We arrived at the moviehouse @3:50. There were already a lot of people in the upper level. Luckily, we were able to find a good spot in the upper level. I hate it because there was no THG trailer before the movie. THE EFF HAHAHA.

Breaking Dawn is, again, okay. I really like the place where Bella and Edward had their honeymoon. I expected more in the honeymoon scene. I was disappointed, lol. Mehehe. Bella and Edward kissed a million times (as expected). I like the last part. And most parts were uhmm, fine.

I really hate the girl beside me (I mean the girl on my right side, not Sam). She was so FREAKING NOISY AND SHE COULDN’T STOP TALKING. I swear, I really wanted to punch her in the face. She was talking to her friends and I heard a lot of spoilers! Fvck her. These are the things I whispered to Sam:

• Fuck them. Fuck them. Fuck them.
• Can they just shut the fuck up and just enjoy the movie?!
• Ugh Sam. Fuck her.

I really hate her! And when a friend of hers said “You’re such a spoiler!” I turned my head to Sam and said “TAMA!” loud enough for the bitch beside me to hear.

Breaking Dawn was okay. I can’t wait for the Hunger Games movie! :D

…and I’ll be fifteen. Yay! :D

Lol. I don’t really feel that excited because I don’t want to be old. Tiguwang nako mga inday! HAHAHA :)) Tomorrow is my birthday, and I know that it will be a special day. :)) HEHEHE :D

Being done with all our performance tasks is already a birthday gift to me. Thank you so much Lord, for helping me through all this. I can’t believe that I have survived 2nd quarter. Though the quarter exams have not started yet, I can say that my 2nd quarter is finally over. I’m so excited for sem break :”>

14 years. I have been for 14 years and tomorrow I’ll be fifteen. I’d have to say bye bye to my memories when I was 14, especially the bad ones. Tomorrow, I’ll start a new year, a new life. I promised myself to be happier, more hardworking, and I’ll be a better child. There was too much bad news when I was still 14. I could say that my 14th year was the hardest and most tiring part of my life, so far. 

Tomorrow I’ll be fifteen, and I have a lot of plans. I promise that I will not be the girl who always cries because she’s too tired of school. I also thought that this would be a good time to start thinking for myself too, instead of always thinking for the good of others. I realized that I should also make myself happy, not just others.

Tomorrow, we’ll have our living rosary. After that, we will have our training (whole morning) for Philippine Math Olympiad which will happen on Saturday. Then I’d be eating lunch with my bestfriends, and have normal classes in the afternoon. At 5:30, we will have our Templars training and I’ll probably be home at 8 (because the training ends at 7). Busy day, yeah! :D But I know that I will be able to do them all because it is my freaking day! :D

Advance happy birthday, Teresa! :D

Taga 3T ka kung ang favorite mong subject ay World History. HAHAHAHA.

World History. Ang subject na palagi kong minemention sa mga posts ko. Ang topic ng mga reklamo at kahirapan ko. Ang dahilan kung bakit naging “diligent” ang mga students ng section namin.

Sa totoo lang, gustong gusto ko ang subject na ito kahit na mahirap. Napaka interesting kasi ng history at gusto kong malaman ang bawat pangyayari na importante sa kasaysayan. Marami akong natutunan, at palagi akong napapa “wow” at “ah.” Hindi ako nabobore sa tuwing nag-aaral ako ng WH. Nag-eenjoy pa nga ako eh. Ngayong taon ko lang actually nagustuhan ang subject na Social Studies. Noon kasi, naniniwala ako na walang kwenta ang pag-aaral ng history, pero ngayon ay napagtanto ko na masaya palang matuto nito. Ito na nga siguro ang favorite subject ko. 

Ang subject na ito ang priority ko ngayong school year. Srsly. Walang araw na hindi ko dala-dala sa bahay ang libro ko sa WH at walang araw na hindi ko binabasa ito. Pano ba kasi, may oral recitation araw araw at hindi ako sigurado kung matatawag ako o hindi. Mas mabuti na rin ang pagiging handa, kesa sa makakuha ng 50.

Kapag free time, makikita mo talaga ang lahat ng mga kaklase ko na nagbabasa ng WH book. Natatakot nga ako kasi minsan, naiinis na ang mga guro namin sa ibang subjects. Seryoso raw kami sa WH tapos hindi kami seryoso sa subject nila. Favorite daw namin ang WH. HAHA. Sabi pa nga ni T. Susan (English), napaka diligent daw namin. Lol.

Marami akong natutunan sa WH. AS IN, MARAMING MARAMI. Halos namemorize ko na nga ang 1/3 ng libro. Lol. Gusto ko ang WH ngayong taon kasi marami akong natutunan, kung ikukumpara sa Asian History noong 2nd year kung saan konti lang ang natutunan ko (hindi ko sinasabi na panget ang AH ha).

Naging diligent nga siguro kami dahil sa takot makakuha ng mababang grado. Mahihirap kasi ang mga long tests namin, idagdag mo pa ang oral recitation. Yung teacher namin sa WH ay isang attorney, kaya parang nasa korte ka talaga kapag tinatanong ka niya. Andaming follow-up questions. Nakakatakot. Gayunpaman, masasabi ko talaga na malaki ang tulong ng mga oral recitations namin. Natutunan namin na mag-aral in advance at intindihin nang mabuti kung ano ang nakasulat sa libro.

Mahal ko ang subject na ito. Mas mamahalin ko pa sana ito kung magiging mas madali ang mga tests namin. Nagiging madali lang kasi sila kapag ibang WH teacher ang gumagawa, hindi yung teacher namin. Hehe.

I ♥ World History <3

Umalis na nga kanina sa bahay yung kuya ko. Bumalik na siya dun sa Manila kasi nandun ang trabaho niya. JSYK, umuwi siya sa amin kasi nagkaroon siya ng gall bladder stone at dito siya nagpa-opera. Nagpagaling siya rito sa CDO for two weeks.

Naaalala niyo pa ba yung old post ko about sa kanya na hindi ako naging masaya nung nakita ko siya? Well ngayon hindi na ganun ang feeling. Bumait kasi siya, in fairness. Hindi ko alam, pero hindi na siya nang-aaway. Siguro narealize niya na walang mangyayari kung aawaying niya ako. Chot.

Corny man, masasabi kong nag-enjoy ako nung nandito pa siya at mamimiss ko siya. Hindi ko alam kung kailan siya babalik, baka next year pa. Bumait nga siya, kaso hindi pa rin nawala ang kahambugan niya, in a joking way. 

Isa sa mga napansin ko tungkol sa kanya ay ang pagiging “concerned” niya sa future ko. Palagi niya akong tinatanong kung saan ako magco-college, at sabi ko naman sa kanya “Kung makakakuha ako ng scholarship, gusto ko sana sa ADMU/UP/DLSU/UST etc. Pero kung hindi, Ateneo pa rin ako. Dito sa Cagayan de Oro.” Haha. Sabi niya sa akin, galingan ko raw ang pag-aaral ko kasi siya raw ang magpapaaral sa akin sa college. Charot! HAHA. Pero nakikita ko talaga ang sincereness sa mga mata niya sa tuwing nag-uusap kami tungkol sa future ko. Sabi niya, mas mainam daw kapag engineering ang kukunin ko at sa ADMU. Engineering din ang kursong nasa isip ko, kasi related nga sa Math pero ADMU? Hmm.. Di tayo sigurado jan.

Kahit na nakakainis pa rin siya kasi bastos siya at palaging nangungulit, marami pa ring positibong bagay ang dumating nung nagstay siya sa bahay:

• Sumarap ang pagkain, like 1000000x
• Dagdag tulong sa mga gawain sa bahay
• Tumulong din siya sa manifesto ko
• Inayos niya ang mga sira sa computer
• Dumami ang DVD sa bahay lol
• etc

Dalawang linggo rin siya namalagi sa bahay namin, at naging masaya naman ako. Alam kong malungkot ang mama ko nung umalis na siya. Sa tingin ko kasi, si Kuya ang paborito ng mama ko kasi sabi ni Mama, siya “raw” ang pinakamabait sa aming magkapatid. Okay Ma. HAHA. Totoo naman kasi eh. Mabait naman talaga ang kuya ko, at ako ay di masyado. Lol.

Dear Kuya, alam kong palagi kitang inaaway at tinatawag na “Baboy” (duh? Antaba mo kasi lol). Hindi rin ako expressive pagdating sa pagmamahal ko sayo. I know it sounds baduy, at siguro ay tatawanan mo ako kung sakaling mababasa mo ang blog ko, pero gusto ko lang sabihin na mamimiss kita. Ingat ka jan palagi, at wag mong kalimutan ang birthday gift ko. Bow. hehe.

Religion.

For me, religion is an important thing in life because uhmm, life would be useless if we don’t have a religion. Uhm, atheists, I’m not discriminating you or something. That was my opinion, hehe (awkward moment).

Uhmm, this topic is a bit hard for me, because I’m also not a religious person. Yes, I go to church every Sunday and I pray every night, but I couldn’t consider myself as a religious person. But still, religion plays a very important role in my life and I can’t explain why. I suck in explaining things. I just know that religion is important.

We become good people because of religion. Uhmm.. religion is the reason why our lives our meaningful. We do things for the glory of God. Because of religion, we have our own faith. We have our own beliefs. 

That’s it. I don’t know what to say, really. So that’s it. Hehe :)

This day was awesome. I went to school for our practice in our play ‘A Walk to Remember’ in the morning and PMO training in the afternoon. It was a tiring but fun day. :D

The people in the pictures with me are my classmates/close friends. :D

October na nga, at ang daming events na nakaabang! Woo! :D Hahaha (ang taas ata ng vibes ko ngayon) October, yes na! :D Ready na akong harapin ka! Chot!

• Projects & Quarter Exam

Maraming projects na nakaabang, huhuhuhu. Andaming projects, at ayoko silang isipin! May movie review sa Filipino, music video sa Computer, research paper sa English, manifesto sa World History, at marami pang iba! T_T huhu. Sana ay masurvive ko ang buwan na ito. Hays. October na rin ang QE namin. World History AJSHKJAHSJKAHJKS! Ayokong maging dahilan ka ng problema ko sa school. :/

• Birthday ko!

Malapit na rin ang birthday ko, 20 days nalang! Wala pa akong plano kung ano ang gagawin ko sa birthday ko, o kung sinu-sino ang ililibre ko. Sa 21 na, at excited na ako! :) Hehe. October din ang birthday ng classmates kong sina Keileen at Geffel. Birthday rin ng mga ka-birthday ko ngayong October, na sina Ms Delia, Tita Ping, at iba pa! :D Sana ang araw ng kaarawan ko ay Foundation Day o kaya naman last day of exams (kasi Friday).

• Semestral Break

Sem break — ang pinakahihintay ko sa lahat! :D Pagod na pagod na akong pumasok sa school, at gusto ko na ng pahinga hehe. Sana 2 weeks, at hindi isa lang.

• Foundation Days

Foundation day na rin ng school namin! :D Galeng, walang pasok na naman at puro kasayahan lang. :)) Usually birthday ko ang isa sa mga araw ng Foundation days. :bd 3rd year na rin ako, at 3rd year ang nagha-handle ng booths. Sana ay makuha ng section namin ang Jail Booth o Horror Booth, kasi yan ang pinakamabenta. :D

• Holy Rosary Month

Magro-rosary na naman tayong mga Katoliko araw-araw. Sa tuwing Oktubre, nagro-rosary kaming pamilya every night. Mamaya nga ay may mga bisita kami dahil magro-rosary kami. :)

Magiging busy ang Oktubre ko. Hello October! :) Be good to me, aight? :D