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Here’s a piece of advice: Don’t be too obvious, girl.

It happened yesterday. Our time for practicing and making props for our Noli play was up. It was time to go home, and we were walking down the 3rd floor of a building. I passed by Lucky Charm’s classroom, and I found out that they were still having a class. Hey, I know that the codename “Lucky Charm” for a crush is a bit ew, but hmph, I can’t think of anything else because his codename is stuck in my head.

Anyway, we passed by LC’s room and I saw him writing something intently on his paper. He is so handsome, I thought. For a moment, I just stared at him. That moment was too fast because I was walking while staring at him. And I, being a girl who never gets contented when it comes to seeing my crush, grabbed Amera and told her that we should go back so that we could pass by LC’s classroom again. LOL. She had no choice but to grant my request, so we separated from our classmates and went back to “see” my crush again. I had that magical moment when I saw him again, HAHAHA. I was still not contented, so again, I asked Amera to go with me and look at my crush for the last time. We were like dorks, passing by one classroom over and over again, just so I could satisfy my greedy heart. And I wrote the word “again” 90238091283 times in this paragraph. Okaaaay.

After that crazy moment, while Amera and I were walking, she asked me a question, a question that made my world stop for a moment.

“You’re not thinking about 3 anymore, are you?” Amera asked.

3. Of course, 3. He’s the guy I love since I was still in 2nd year. He’s the guy who made me cry when he graduated and left school. Of course. I should be thinking of him instead of Lucky Charm. Yes, LC’s my crush, but 3’s the one I truly love. (Char)

And I realized, I have moved on. My heart doesn’t beat fast anymore when I go to 3’s Facebook account (lol stalker!). I don’t even think about him often anymore. I don’t expect myself to see him again anymore. I don’t love him anymore.

I sighed, because I know that this coming March, it will be Lucky Charm’s turn to graduate. Like 3, he is going to leave school. He is going to leave me.

Hindi ibig sabihin na kapag na-impeach ka, e wala ka na sa pwesto mo.

(I learned this in World History yesterday.)

So there is this subject that I hate. I am not going to tell you what this subject is, because a schoolmate or a teacher might read this and boom! Issues. I just really want to share my ~*feelings*~ about this subject. HUHU.

Anyway, I really don’t like and “feel” this subject. I groan everytime I see the teacher going inside our classroom. When the teacher gives us activities, I would complain to myself and I would do these activities with a heavy heart. I would write my answers so fast, wanting to get done with the subject as soon as possible.

I do not hate the teacher, of course not. I guess it’s more of a hate on his/her method of teaching. I feel like the teacher’s not enthusiastic about his/her subject. The teacher knows the subject very well, but I can’t say that he/she is good in teaching it.

We seldom have long tests, and when we get one, it’s a surprise test! Like. What. The. Hell. We also get a lot of expectations, and the teacher’s not very considerate, unlike our Chem teacher, Sir Al Bal. (Uh, sorry for comparing.)

I did not write this because I want to attack the teacher or something. The things I wrote are only my opinions. I’m not super mad, I’m just frustrated. I’m afraid that this subject is the subject that’s going to bring me down. Hating a subject is not a good thing, because it would result to “loss of enthusiasm” and failure. Ugh. 

Please help me God.

Hi guys! If you have noticed, I am not that active anymore. It’s because I’m so busy in school! I got tons of special tests to take, projects and assignments to make, etc! So here’s how my day went in bullets. :)

• A guy friend sat with us at lunch. And guess what? He asked me why I rejected him when we were supposed to be partners in prom. And I was like, “WHATTHEFUCK.YEAHBROYOUARESOGOODINSOCIALIZING. THISISAWKWARDOMYGOSH.FUCKYOU.” WTF? I told him that I won’t answer his question because it’s awkward. O_O
• We were doing a movie review on a movie (duh) and I was so “whatthefudgeisthis” because I didn’t get to watch the movie. I wasn’t able to watch because of the MTAP thingy. So I told my teacher that I couldn’t write my critics about the movie because I haven’t seen it yet. Good thing she didn’t get mad.
• Our section was scolded by Sir Mark this evening because we stayed late in school. We stayed in school to make props and everything for Noli. I was so relieved when he didn’t give us an hour of jug each. Phew.
• Today should have been a good day, except that I didn’t see my crush. Aw. LOL XD

MTAP Division Finals kanina. And sadly, hindi kami nanalo. 3rd place lang kami. Pero okay na rin yun, diba?

Ayokong isulat ang lahat ng detalye ng math competition dahil nagre-recover pa ako. Charot. HAHAHAHA joke.

Basta. Napakababa ng score namin sa easy round dahil sa carelessness namin. Kapag magkaiba yung answer namin ni Khalil at siya ang tama, ang answer ko ang sinusulat. Kapag ako naman ang tama, ang answer naman niya ang sinusulat. HUHUHU. :’( Tangene. Halos maiyak na ako dahil akala ko wala na kaming pag-asa. “Kahit 3rd place nalang Lord. Please please please,” paulit-ulit kong binulong

Sa kabutihang palad, nakahabol kami sa average round. By the end of the average round, isa na ang school namin sa mga schools na may matataas na scores. Pagdating ng difficult round, ayun. May isang mali kami, making Xavier University 1st place. So, tatlong schools ang naiwan para sa clincher round para sa 2nd and 3rd place — ang school namin, Kong Hua, at Liceo de Cagayan. Na-out ang Kong Hua sa clincher, at naiwan kaming dalawang schools. So para ma break yung tie, do or die na.

JSYK, walang time limit ang Do or Die. Pabilisan lang ng pagsagot. So yun. Pagbigay ng question, nag solve kaagad ako. Ilang seconds after, nagpass na ng sagot ang kabilang school at in-announce silang panalo. I was like, WTF? Tapos narealize ko na napakadali lang pala ng tanong. Parang 1+1 lang, pero dinugtungan pa ng napakahabang lecheng detalye. Leche.

So yun. 3rd place. Gusto ko na talagang umiyak kanina, pero pinigilan ko lang ang sarili ko dahil baka isipin ng iba na hindi ako marunong tumanggap ng pagkatalo.

Tanggap ko na talo kami, disappointed lang talaga ako dahil sa carelessness namin. Kung hindi namin pinalitan ang mga tamang sagot namin, malamang ay may gold medal na ako ngayon. :(

Pero okay lang. Alam ko namang hindi sa lahat ng panahon ay panalo kami. May mga panahon din ng kabiguan. Huhu.

Congrats sa lahat! :”> 

MTAP Division Finals na bukas.

Uhh. Kinakabahan ako na parang ewan. Pakiramdam ko ay kulang na kulang ang training namin, kahit alam ko naman na hindi yan totoo. Hindi ko masasabi na 100% handa na ako. Nag review ako kani-kanina lang at nalaman kong may mga tanong pa na nahihirapan ako. :/

O baka paranoid lang talaga ako. Lunch/after lunch pa naman ang competition ng mga 3rd year students. May oras pa ako para mag review. Huhu.

Haynako. Kinakabahan na talaga ako. Plus malaki pa ang expectation ng mga tao sa amin. Champion kasi kami last year, at kami rin ang may pinakamalaking total score sa buong CDO nung elimination round. Uhh. 

Pumunta nga pala ako kanina sa bahay ni Khalil, kasama sina Maymay at Ken. Kumain kami, nag soundtrip, at natulog for 10 minutes. HAHAHA.

God bless sa lahat bukas! Sana manalo kami. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mangyayari bukas, pero gagawin ko ang lahat para manalo kami. Alam kong gagalingan din ni Khalil bukas. :) Yay.

My eyes are soooo tired. My mind is tired. I am tired. Every inch of my body hurts. Ugh.

It’s Monday and it’s the beginning of the week, and I already feel tired. It must be because I’ve been sitting in front of the computer for hours. I have been campaigning and campaigning for likes for our World History video project. I’m not used to being in front of the computer for more than 3 hours. Ugh.

Today is a so-so day. When I arrived at school, my classmates and I talked about the video thing and we had fun sharing experiences (embarrassing and not embarrassing) with each other. Every now and then, we would check our video and check the number of likes. And speaking of the video liking contest, our section is currently leading! Yay! :)

I had that girl thing today and it hurts so much. I went to the clinic twice to ask for medicine and something for my back (since my back aches everytime I have that girl thing). We also had our math training and I couldn’t concentrate very well because I was so tired and bored. Uh.

Tomorrow is Valentine’s Day, yay! I’m happy not because I have a boyfriend and I’m excited for his gift or something (YES, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NAMED KYLE, BCHES!). I’m happy because of nothing, I guess. I am not a bitter person like most people. I’m happy for all the couples (I AM ONE OF THEM, REMEMBER). Anyway, I don’t get it why a lot of people get bitter every Valentine’s. I mean, bches, do you HAVE to have a girlfriend/boyfriend for Valentine’s? If you’re single, GET OVER IT. HAH. (Lol that was harsh)

It’s time for me to rest. I need some sleep, and the weather’s so tempting.

 Yes, I’m using the word BCHES instead of BITCHES. For Valentine’s sake. LOL.

And of course, don’t forget to like our video!

http://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=230538023703072&id=112583062196225

istokwa:

Bless their souls. Lead them to their right destination.

http://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=230538023703072&id=112583062196225

ateenagerwithablog:

I never ask you guise to do anything but can you please, PLEASE like this LINK? I hate it when people ask me to like things and I always refuse to do so and I’m not forcing you but please just like it? 50% of our grade depends on the likes and if it has a lot of likes, we would get a good grade. 

Please? I EVEN PROMISE TO ACTUALLY BE INTERESTING AND NOT BE SUCKY IN BLOGGING (Okay, I might have to work on all those things but I’ll try)

Like, like, like? A comment would be nice.

I’m not forcing you. If you would like it, I know you did it because you have a good heart.

I know they’re are a lot of them here.

I’m hoping you’re one of them.

Like? Please? That’s all I ask.

LET’S HELP SAM! :)